Chocolate chips too many

Being a person, is about holding up responsibilities and carrying some burdens. Well, I know the purpose of blog is not to complaint or throwing tantrums like others would do but this time, I am not trying to make an exception or am I going to complaint or throw tantrums but, I am going to express some opinions and feelings. Again, I repeat, I am not throwing tantrums or complaining. Just expressing…

#1. I am a 2nd year university student.

• burden of assessments, homework and assignments.
• burden of doing assignments comes with doing work outside campus, especially being a communication student.
• examples of burden of assignments are; carrying my image, my parents’ images, my lecturer’s image, my faculty image and the biggest one of all is the university’s image.
• these burdens are very troublesome but, nobody could escape.
• burdens are not for students. It is for everyone, so, yeah, poor poor you.

#2. 2nd year rookie.

• I am still not done with burden of assignments.
• well, since it is noted there that I’m in 2nd year, means, assignments are no longer based on theories. They’re splited into half ; (a) theory, (b) practical
• semester 3 is mostly practical,like public relations, journalisam, photo comm and graphic design.
• lecturers are getting stingier even though they’re nice, well, everyone can be nice.

#3. Seniority, hold up.

• I am not used of being a senior, where else the juniors are only a year younger.
• since I look more mature than my age, they tend to think I’m much more senior, like I’m in my third year.
• they tend to smile and bow to me everytime they see me, which is not the worst case ever, yet.
• they call me ‘kak zatil’ or ‘akak’.
• and I’ll go with a tragic NOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!!!!!
• the fact is that because I’m always the last child in the family and being treated like a spoiled girl so when somebody who is just a year younger to call me that, I’ll shiver down my spine.

#4. Superiority, leadership, trustworthy and whoa, whoa, whoa, just a sec.

• a good way to argue about anything is called debate and I happen to be in it.
• yes, I am a debater and proud to say one and screw you, I’m bragging now.
• that’s not the point. The point is, I’m leading it now. Not only the English team but also the BM team.
• I don’t mind being in charged of the English one but now, I’m in charge of the whole orator club just recently and it is wayyyyy to fast for me to take it up.
• Asyraf (former orator president) quit because he couldn’t maintain his pointer last sem and the club advisor trust me to have the post.
• I heaved a very deep and longest sigh ever.
• OMG!
• the OMG does not stand for contentness. It stands for..
• damn
• and that is why I sacrificed to going back today for tomorrow because there’s first debate meeting for this sem.

#5. The studded heart.

• it has been two years now.
• a record break.
• I am still single

See, I told you. I am not complaining or throwing tantrum, I was just expressing… with a big kiss!

~ by Zatil on July 9, 2009.